Help!! Help! Help!!!!! Some one please help me, I’m dying. I can’t breath. please help me. lying breathless on the floor. All blur around me, I could only feel death. Death was here and he was coming for me and I was so scared.
BREATH!! STOP!! slow and calm. Inhale and exhale.
Huhhh! haa! ha! Okay, slow and calm.
what now? Who are you? why look at me? Can’t you see my filth and smell the stench of my breath?
Why smile at me, why make me feel like you want me when its clear that i don’t deserve you. But I do, I want you too. Is it right? Is it possible?
Clutched to you. holding on tight. Smelling you, your perfume smells so strong like incense and the flavor like the very precious daffodils in my garden. Bright eyes. shining like the stars so bright and clear like the clouds. Heart beat that could only beat to the spelling of my name. I still remember that day, slow and calm you said. You saved me!
Its a red day and all I smell is blood. thick red blood. I feel you. I know you’re here but where? I’ve longed to see you and to feel you, to touch your breath, smell your skin and hold on to the very part i want. All of you!
Precious to me than gold, precious to me than the stretch of this world, no joke. Greater than all Kings and monarchs. Beautiful than the sunrise.
Red day for red roses and all I can see is you now. Face to face, eyeball to eyeball and that heartbeat, the very same one that beats my name, the heartbeat that rings in my sleep and makes me feel like I’m no ways tired in my tired sleep.
The crash of crushes
you teach me to love each
Even when I admire the beauty of skylights you call me Starrlight!
You make me numb and dumb. Never knowing where my speech starts and where it ends. love as deep felt as yours. deeper than the oceans of the pacific. Strong and more powerful than the strands of Samson’s hair.
My red love. People say it is valentine, the day of love, the cherished day of sweetness. So to the greatest of all moments. I go back to where we first met. where your light overtook my darkness and where you gave me beauty for ashes.
They call me special because you made me fetial
I am great because you made me separate and unusual
MY love. My red love. Today back to the cross, the Calvary, stained with your blood thicker than any blood much less any smoothie and sweeter than any chocolate.
The Calvary where our love story began. Where we loved and embraced each other, where you taught me to walk with you side by side on this journey. Where you delivered me from death and accepted my filthy self. Where we sat and talked about our future, how beautiful it was going to be and how much you loved me.
You proposed to me and made me your special one when no one wanted to. You made me your yakol and proved to me how important I was to you because even in the bible I was relevant more than 195 times and there, There you breathed new life into me and gave me a new meaning to my life.
My love, my red love. Forever and always will I love you. We’ve fought, we’ve loved, we’ve laughed, we’ve cried and Oh! we even had our silent treatment moments but today here it is. My precious appreciation letter and proposal.
Will you be my Valentine?
Willl you be the meaning to my red day?
Will you be the reason I eat chocolates and smell beautiful flowers.
Will you be the one to look me in the eye and tell me every single day of my life, “you are my love and my valentine”.
Will you continue to be the reason I live?
I stand under the scorching sun talking to millions of people about how I met you and how I want them to meet you. I tell them how beautiful and sweet you are.
Will you still be the reason I wake up each morning and crave you for breakfast? To wake up at 3am waiting to talk to you, all just to get to know you, never to get tired of it.
Will you still be my life, my love, my beginning and my end?
i Know you will.
So to the precious heart of mine, to the reason I breath, the reason I still stand even when I fall, to the one who loves me unconditionally even when I condition myself to hatred.
To the one who has always been by my side even when I run away, to the reason for which I’ll stand the test of time, all i have to say is just one in a million.
Thank you for loving me and for choosing me.
Thank you for the cross and for being my valentine.
My LOVE. My sweet Red Love.
to many more years of Love!!